I’ll never forget when my mom
Told me she had cancer . How hard it hit. I was fresh back from Atlanta . Every possible way to beat it failed. Il never forget when they told her she had 4 months to live. I was in dis belief . There was no way such a beautiful , young person could be given a such a small amount of time to live. Her first words to me ….. JANELLE … she knew I was gonna be ok . But my daughter. She loved my daughter. And it killed her inside to no she wouldn’t watch her grow up . I remember when the doctors called a priest because they said she was on her last few days. The fluid took over her lungs. After the priest left and all my family said there goodbyes to her , a doctor I never saw before came in the room . I have an idea he said . He proposed that we should insert tubes on each side of her lungs, drain the fluid and help bring her back . He said it would be temporary . But he didn’t think it was her time . Everyone was against it. My Lil bro told me he supported my choice . I literally had to fight with everyone . All she wanted
Was to get out of that hospital . She had went in when her lungs collapsed and never came out . She spent her b day and everything in there. the procedure worked. It was crazy ! She couldn’t believe when she woke up that they were just gonna let her go . A few days later . She came home . she had tubes around her lungs I had to drain everyday . She came home ! In a matter of fact . She was able to enjoy thanksgiving , Christmas , we even drove her to so cal and let her see her Fam , shit we even went to universal studios .. We celebrated new new years together …. On 1/16/10 she let go . In the comfort of her own home . It was weird . She was alive . Up and walking , laughing , living and doing what she needed to do before she left. I’m glad me & my family got to take care of her . Im glad she got out of that hospital . I’m glad she passed away @ home . I miss her . She was 54 . She was my best friend . Life is short . And we need to enjoy it . Kaiser made a bunch of mistakes ! We can get into all that later … But they fucked up big time ! 4 months though . 4 months . Life’s a trip !
We all no this music Game is crazy . From record labels that won’t pay to biz partners that don’t trust ur movement & vision .. All that … So I took a break. . I sat back and watched .. I watched new artist & old artist. I listened to there music, watched there video’s and blogs .. Just watched . ive been doing lots of shows and features but I haven’t even thought about my next project …. Shit … I even started a clothing line with wiz Khalifa and skech #FRESHKO … Well … I’m ready to start going in . Me & cozmo are going in on this new project ! In a matter of fact . I’m gonna release a few albums for free DL before #20lights ! Everyone that actually follows my music . Prepare to hear the next level . I got Alot to say ! I can’t wait to drop this project produced by coz … And this clothing line with wiz & skech ! Thank u to all my supporters … It’s time to really let em no what I’m capable of doing .
Bern
U always have to put your family first …. I’m chillin with my daughter. Bout to turn my phone off. We got shopping to do and movies to watch ! #holidays !
Dec 3 avalon in santa clara
Dec 9th Americas pub in Kc
Dec 11 cannery row festival san jose
Dec 11th agenda lounge in san jose
Dec 15th Americas pub in Kc
Dec 17th salt lake city Utah
January dates coming soon ..
Turkey bag for turkey day !
Monday nights.. Alot happens on a Monday night . I’m out & about ..
Friday 10/21 .. Modesto .. Club rain
Sat 10/22 Santa Cruz .. Catalyst
Sat . 10/29 Sacramento . 7323 home leisure plaza
Nov 5th. Visalia .. Ppav hall
Cookies clothing
#20lights ( solo )
Stoner girls gone wild DVD
Berner & san Quinn ( cookies & cream )
Berner & lucky Luciano
Drug store cowboy ( solo )
Up in smoke 2 DVD
Fed x ( next day air ) solo album
Bout To bring the smoke a thon back with these hash wraps ! Hahaha . Gotta Bern one of these with wiz & Spitta
Loaded !